I think it's mildly funny how confident we are in ourselves when we're in a relationship, but the moment we are single all of our confidence is gone. Yet, while we are single and have low self esteem issues, we still try so hard to get someone else's attention. I mean, is it really worth it? No. I don't think so. I remember after James and I were over (we didn't ever really break up I guess.) I seriously would go to work (Starbucks) and flirt with any decent looking guy that came in the cafe or through the drive thru. I'm not going to lie, I got some mad tips, but where did that get me? No where. Well, technically it got me a tank of gas, but in my life, no where! I sort of feel like a fool. Ok, and here's another thing I've been thinking about. So we flirt with all of these people, but when it comes down to actually choosing one, the process of elimination is so fast that we should all be considered emotionaless douche bags. I don't know. I thought it was funny.