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I sorta want to sleep the days away. I feel so unmotivated, and kind of at a loss for what I am doing here... I mean, I've been here for 5 days now and while it's been great to be hanging out with my nephews and sister and her husband, but I get soooo bored and I'm ready to move on. I'm terribly confused by what God has me doing, but I know he's making me be patient. I've been exploding a lot lately, and I haven't in a few days now. So, I guess that's good.

I left Frankie at the airport on the 24th and I cried the entire plane ride. Well, the entire plane ride off and on. Even the flight attendant asked if I was ok. This long distant relationship thing is super hard. All I really want to do is go to church and get involved... and I can't even do that. I wish God would just throw down a car and some car insurance from Heaven and toss the keys to me. That would be super.

I also need a job. Starbucks? I think so. I just want to be busy again. At least I don't want to call Frankie every second of the day if I'm actually doing something.

Ok, so Tenay (my sister) and I went to Michaels today and everything was like 30 times more expensive than it would have been in NM. I was appauled. Oh, and there isn't a freaking Hobby Lobby here. I believe that is an actual sin... Which is quite humorous, cause Tenay told me that Hobbly Lobby is owned by a bunch of Mormons. I should google that stuff. That's funny. I don't know, I'm just trying to decorate my room, and I want to do it for cheap, but not so it looks cheap. I'll just go hit up a few thrift stores.

I miss my kids at Noahs Ark. And all of the people who work there. I'm such a slacker.

OOOOHHHH my goodness. Last note: I was standing in Wal Mart the other day and some guy came up to me and asked me if I had ever considered modeling or acting. Naturally I said no, even though I totally had, and then he gave me his card. Trutalent management? They called me to go to an interview, but I went against what I wanted to do. Frankie thinks it was the best idea not to go in, but seriously, what if I missed my big break? Yeah right. Ah well. I don't think the limelight is what God has in store for me. But who knows, maybe. I like kids. And music. And tea. Tea is good.

Peace out, playas.

Status: Michelle is in Las Vegas

Yep, I live here these days. It's stinking hot, but a little interesting. I have my 4 nephews with me which is like being on a constant field trip with very little pay. I miss my home. Not really. miss my friends. I miss my boyfriend too, but that's like a total lose/lose situation. I'm still 1000 miles away from him. Josh and Kellies wedding was super duper. I'm so happy that I got to be a part of it. Now they're on their honey moon (in Las Vegas...Weird) doing what married couples do... Which kinda makes me jealous. I want to sleep in the same bed and live with the love of my life. Forget patience, I want it now! Just kidding. I'll be patient... Only cause I know I have to.

Peace out playas!

A sadness has come over me. I'm almost in tears cause i am leaving this state, my friends, and my memories. I don't know what to do.

I'm going to vegas pretty soon!

I'm dancing around

frankie's coming to toowwn

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*hop skip jump*

Oh my.

My heart hurts for compulsive liars.

Everyone leaves the state.

So I do too!!!!! yaaaaaaay. Kellies bridal shower freaking rocked, and now I only have 10 more LOOOOONG days until I see Frankie. Then he'll be here for 5'ish days, and then gone. Then who knows how long it will be until I see him again.

Life has been really frustrating without a car. I miss hanging out with my friends, going to church, hanging out with my friends, hanging out with my friends, going to chruch, and most importantly, going to church.

This car couldn't come any faster.

Mac n Cheese, or frozen fries?

I am SOOOO stressed. My two best friends are getting married in just over 2 weeks. I have been announced as the maid of honor (long story, and unnecessary as to why I became the maid of honor so late) so now I'm really trying to act like it. I seriously need to buy a book or something on how to be the maid of honor. I'm trying so hard to do everything without a car, and living 40 miles away from civilization, without a phone line. I know everything will work out just fine, it's a little stressful. Not mention Josh's bachelor party is two weeks from tomorrow, which Frankie needs to be at... Josh's parents have offered Frankie their 2 FREE airline tickets to get here and back to MT and all Frankie needs to do is pick up the phone and call them... Has he done that? Not yet. I know he's busy, but when he's hanging out with his friends on his free time, he needs to call Josh's parents instead of socializing. I'm just sooooo frustrated and burnt out from the commute to work from home EVERY-SINGLE-DAY! Please pray for all of us who are in the wedding (Frankie is too) and those planning it. I just want things to work out!
Love you all, more updates lata!
Michelle