Cutest thing ever

What is this? 30,000 feet up in the air and i don't have service? Tmobile is crap. Just kidding.

No the picture isn't blurry. Perry sprayed my bathroom mirror with Pam. This is why my work never gets done.

what?

Oh, nevermind.

This past year I've repeatedly said that I couldn't date or marry someone who had parentals and family, but especially parentals, who disliked me. That hasn't changed, and this is hard.


screw montana. i'll go somewhere else.

EDIT: So in the past week, my life has changed...Yet again! At first I was SOOOOOO stinking mad, I couldn't even talk without crying about it. Let me shed some light on the situation. Frankie called. I wanted to be near him. We thought it would be a fabulous idea if I were to move out to MT. I gave my notice at work. I moved back home with family for a limited time, and I put all of my stuff in storage. A few weeks too late Frankie calls and says that he doesn't think that it's the right time for me to move out there. Does anyone know how incredibly mad I was? I don't think so. It took me a few days to simmer down. He just said that God had been doing so many things in his life and He was just putting it in his heart that this wasn't the right thing to do. He said that both him and I were finally on the right track with the Lord, that he didn't want to make any hasty decisions that could lead us astray from the paths we're supposed to be walking. And since both him and I believe and want to be together for the rest of our lives... What's the rush?

I feel really bad for blowing up on him, but I did. He said that he knew I would, but he had hoped I would understand his reasoning. I was just so mad that he would wait SOOOOOO long to tell me. Of course I understand now, I just really wish I wouldn't have gotten my hopes up.

Well with tons more prayer for patience and asking God what I was supposed to do with my life, it seems that I'm supposed to be moving to Las Vegas, Nevada. I have tons of family up there and my four beautiful nephews whom I can care for and now since they're older, they will be able to remember me! Honestly, Frankie doesn't seem to thrilled about it but I really am going up there for the right reasons. I've made some mistakes in my life, and I'm not about to ruin what I have with him. I really am happy with him and I can('t) wait to further it in the near future! So the excitement in my life still remains. I cannot wait to see where He is taking me next! I guess I should be pretty able to adapt to change.

Rainbows and Dinosaurs!

I am moving to Montana in 32 days. I'm anxious to be out of this state, but I must admit... I am scared. Not many have faith in the reason I am going up there, but I do and that's all that counts. I mean, why would God provide so endlessly for something he wouldn't want me to do? I'm so stoked out of my mind to see was He is going to do in the very near future that I'm already almost pee'ing my pants!



I still have so much to focus on while I'm still here though. I have to save money, help Josh and Kellie out as much as I can, plan Kellie's bridal shower, plan a bbq, finish a few things up at work so I don't leave them short handed, and most importantly spend time with friends and family that I won't be seeing for a long time.



I'm so in love that my insides feel like pterodactyls constantly hitting the lining of my stomach all the way to my heart... Yay!

Oh, and yesterday i went to the zoo.

I am carless these days so my i ride in my moms car.

My three favorite girls!

Today as I was driving home I got stuck behind this red car who had an excessive amount of bumper stickers on it. I always think that people with a crap load of bumper stickers on their car are usually 'go green cause i hate war and president bush' liberalists. 9 times out of 10, I am right. Anyway, so this woman has a bunch of bumper stickers on her car. Ya know, the usually "War" with a slash through it, the "Endless War" with a strike through it saying instead "End THIS war" and then another that looked like a presidential campaign sticker that said "An end of an error" She was trying to be punny. But the only thing that shocked me to see, and what quite frankly irritated me the most, was a sticker that said "God is to BIG to fit into one religion." Ok, no! No that's people trying not to make one another mad. It's not like God is a sequel. To me, it sounds like I can float from one religion to another. Like, whenever I'm done with Christianity, I can move to Catholism, then to Buddism, then Mormonism... What the crap ever. Now I'm all fired up.

Ugh.

At this point this is the only picture that tells of my frustration.

He also looks like a child molestor, but I am not that.