Tonight, Friday night, was prayer night at Kelly's and then a small bible study at Flying Star with a few of the girls. I have to say, I am so filled with the joy of the Lord that I want to run around the block a few times... But i won't, because I'm in the ghetto.

I feel like God is calling me to do something more with my life. I want to surround myself with people who love the Lord as much as I do, and intertwine myself with ministry. I want to make a difference, and not for my sake.

I am so happy, and so satisfied, and I want everyone to know this phenomenal feeling!

I am also trying to expand my vocabulary.

Last week Bernie Mac died, and then a day later Isaac Hayes died. This is odd because they're in the same movie coming out mid November. Anyway, when I heard this I got really sad. I know that Isaac Hayes was a Scientologist. It's a religion that seems to suck more famous people in than obscure or unknown people. I was just really sad to know where he is at this moment and for the rest of eternity. I was sitting in Starbucks waiting for Kelly to show up so we could hang out when I found this out. It really opened my eyes and made me just want to stand up and warn everyone. "He is coming! Prepare yourselves!" but how nonsensical would I sound? Does it matter? Probably. I actually wouldn't go about it in that way.. But, what I'm trying to get at is that I want to tell as many people as I can about what Jesus has to offer and I don't want to waste of second of the very small amount of time we have on the earth.